on another note;

My 19th birthday is in only 5 days and I am extremely pumped. Friends from work are taking me out on Saturday, Feb.2nd and we are going to party and get drunk and have so many fun times. :) Im so excited!

I hope I can have a party for my friends though. However I think things would be weird, well with Birdman, Muscles, and Blackmage all going to be there, plus Clifford may show up. I just don't want drama at my party again this year. It's my birthday and I don't need drama on my special day however I know that there will be drama, only because it follows me. Unlucky me.

So Birdman and I hungout today, it was weird but then again I find hanging out with him different. I always feel like he is mad at me or he isn't having fun anymore with me. I don't know. Anyways we went to the OC and I bought two new CD's; Brittney Spears/Blackout and Timbaland presents SHOCK VALUE. Basically I love them both. They are really good CD's and I love them. Then after that, we basically went back to my house and just sat around. Since Birdman had made plans with Pikachu to see the new movie Cloverfield, I made plans with Muscles, since I wasn't going bowling anymore. It was weird. Muscles came to pick me up, and Birdman wasn't too happy I could tell, im not stupid. I had fun hanging out with both of them. Muscles and I just went to his house, and watched Shark Tale (it was on TV). Good times.