valentine shit day;

Today is Valentine's Day and I hate it. I hate the stupid idea that couples flaunt themselves around and its all lovey dovey. I hate it.

Every year I sit either at home, or work and I am alone. Always. Even when I would have a boyfriend, nothing special would ever happen. I would always hear, oh my boyfriend bought me flowers; ya? well my boyfriend bought me a ring! Well screw you all. Im so bitter. I have a boyfriend, and I still dont like V-day. Why can't people show love and affection everyday? Stupid hallmark.

This year Cory was actually home for Valentines Day, and ya we hungout. It was alright, we really didn't hangout together for long, and it was quite boring. But I love spending time with him, most times. hehe. I didn't want anything for Valentine's Day (unless it was an egagement ring, hehe) but he got me something anyways. And yes I gave in, and got him something as well. His gift to me was really sweet, and I loved it. I wish I could write that well. He wrote me a very sweet poem, it brought tears to my eyes, just not infront of him (that shows weakness!) and he got me MINI EGGSS!!! This past weekend when I went to LIND to visit him, we took many pictures and a couple of them were really good, and he asked me to get one developed and put it in a frame for him, and thats just what I did. Its lame, but something he wanted. I hope.

I work tomorrow 11:30am-12am; I am not looking forward to that shift. Ugh. But then I am off for the weekend! I have no plans as of right now, however I know something will come up. It always does. Next week I work every day, Monday to Friday, I am excited to see my paycheck! Maybe I will be able to afford my new cell phone, since I need one. However I am looking to buy Birdman a digital camera soon, maybe I will get it for him for Easter.

My hair right now is like, a red-ish, orange-ish color on top with black on the bottom and it looks alright, however my roots are starting to show and that does not look alright to me. So today I went out and bought Clairol, Herbal Essences, Color Me Vibrant dye and I am going to re-dye my hair black. Completely this Tuesday :) . The shade I bought is called Black Stilettos. :) I like it already. The only thing is, black takes a very long time to get out of people's hair. So if I end up not liking it, its too bad until it grows out. Oh well. :S